Thursday, October 8, 2009

F33Lings

I have found out that i m really bad in waking up for my 8am classes
I am always late for classes but thank god my lecturers are quite ok with it
I have tried many ways in order to wake my sleepy face up but fail

Well classes have been good so far
but recently I am having a scared feelings
well I have a class which is call Business Ethics
at 1st i though that it would be a boring class with all moral values in companies
as managers and employees
there was a chapter where my lecturer would be talking about religion
so i could say that she is a strong Buddhist
and not to miss she is a VEGETARIAN!!!!!!!!
for the past few lessons she has been showing us the process on how people slaughter the animals
with sound effect and video
all of us could not watch the video because it was too grosh to watch it
but she forces us to watch it
a few of my friends could not take it and they lost their appetite
so was i for 1 day
so she told us to be vegetarian so that we would not kill more animals
but come to think again, plants are living things and plants do have blood which is call the septic.
if this and that we could not consume why we are living?????

another thing that matters, as a buddhist, there are many things that we could not do as a buddhist such as drinking, smoking, taking drugs, having open sex, and many more
yes i do agree some of this things we cant do
but what if we do some of this things for pleasure such as drinking is that crime to our religion???
if we were to follow all this we would be living in a dull life.....
all her teachings must have a buddhism teaching where sometimes i felt is too scary as she would indirectly says "if u do smt bad GOD WILL PUNISH YOU!!!!"...
at times i felt i really don noe how to live as a person...hmmmm
because i m always thinking am i a sinful person to be eating chicken, char siu, siu yuk, fish and seafood???????
hmmmmmmmm...

well thats all from me.....faint

8 comments:

Nicole said...

swt... well, its just her own opinions. its up to us to evaluate on our own what's right and wht's wrong.

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Anonymous said...

Scary lecturer... Just hv faith in yourself, Yen. you can discuss in open with ur parents if u need more clarifications.. why won't u all report the lecturer on showing all these disgusting videos to students? or management is notified but they are not doing anything? hmmm.. take care ya..!!

lynette lim said...

nicole: well kinda scary for me la..cz i m also a buddhist so sometimes i m force to do even though is a sin but i will feel scare later on

yun: i wouldn't wana report bout the lec to management cz she is a good lec not in the way she showing us all those videos but in lecture wise is good...

Liz said...

Well. Your lecturer really IS scary !! True, we have to decide for ourselves what is right and what is wrong. Cos even if people tell us, but we don't really believe it's wrong, we'll never change.
Don't let the fear of doing something wrong, hinder you from living your life. Certain things, yes, you should NEVER do. Certain things, well, we have to think about it more. :) Take care sis~

lynette lim said...

she is kinda scary..i might be facing her again next sem during my final year...my guy fren told me..pls do get her next sem of not he will change from "meat eater" to VEGETARIAN...lol....

Nicole said...

hahha... who told u that ah?

lynette lim said...

louis.....during mqa interview...lol..he somo can sob sob..