Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Worriness...

As i am sitting in front of my laptop at 11.25pm and my roomie is ald asleep i am still very very worry about this semester subjects. I am scare to fail as i have heard many stories from my buddies around me..well 6 subjects is very HEAVY as in private uni. if i were to compare 11 subjects during my secondary school i wish i could go back der..but life had to go on. my time table is really very pack with my subjects..Now with my STACT Club 2 gather wit me i feel like wanna js stay in my room and just sit on my pinky chair and js do ntg at all. this week all the clubs in inti are having exhibition week..people will be wondering wat does clubs do during exhibition week..well is mainly to recruit new members to join clubs and things like tat..so dahla i am ald down wit my subjects how m i going to have the SPIRIT to recruit new members...as for that i js read the msn space blog for STACT Club..it says that i did not share my experience wit the new members???does that make any sense????dahla we STACT Club committee have gone tru CONFESSION session so we would roughly understand each other..so wat i hav js saw today i think is a waste.i m sorry to say. anyway i have tried to push away the worriness that is inside as i stand at my block so called pantry n js feel the wind blowing to my face but then the worriness js could not leave me.y am i getting the idea to get drunk and forget everything that i am worry about???mayb that is the solution?? well i did once got drunk and the result...........:( i even told mom about the problem of my subject but then she could not do anything..so looks like i am going to stand alone to face all dis:(

2 comments:

Liz said...

Don't worry la. Just do your best. What to do...The club is taking up all of your time...But you can't get out of it. It's a responsibility that you can't just forget. Don't worry. Try your best. It'll be alright :)

Nicole said...

dun worry lyn.
i'll be right here.