Effort..............=(

I have just got my last semester result and after looking at it i was really disappointed to get what i had expected. It seems like all my effort that i had put into my finals was not paid off...i have stop all my activities just to concentrate on my studies and my assignments. i could still remember the time when i had really had a hard time to do my sociology of work but in the end i did quite well and i got 70 for that assignment. So i was really confident in doing the finals but when the result came out i was shock to see a C2. another disappointment was that i could finally understood my finance and i could even help my friend in doing it. so in finals i was like really delighted that i finally finish my whole paper with answers. ( usually i would flung my finance paper terribly during my high school because i could understand a single transaction). so the feeling was really good. BUT then the result was not wat i expected. i expected a B1 in my finance but then i got a C1 for it...i felt really useless because all my friends are getting As and Bs and for me all Cs...is not fair...what else can i do?????i have put in all the effort in it and this is was i got.....i could even tell my dad that i will definitely get him an A in my year 1. so now with the result i got, i really don't know what else i could do as i am in my year 2. I really do wana get my 1st class honours to prove myself and my family that i am good and also an excellent child.( i am not trying to be snobish)

why cant i get the results that i want???? why my friends could do it and i cant?????

My usual hang out mall

As usual my hang out place would be

Mid valley
Which is the nearest to Nilai
My plans were to meet up my national service friend, Lili
So my dearest room mate came along with me
Plus i BROUGHT along Thesin.
hehe
So we took the only transportation which is kinda fast and cheap,
the train
After reaching Mid valley we headed to the food level
because we were all starving

me with my 1/4 peri chicken

same as well and that was the 1st cup of iced chocolate

too hungry tehsin

this is mine

And it was my 1st time trying Nando's
Thanks to Tehsin
The food was simply delicious
Plus the sos

this are the sos

But accident happen where Thesin and I
got wet by my room mate, Triny
with her iced chocolate
She accidentally spilled her chocolate
and tada, we were wet
The waitress were so kind to replace another iced chocolate for her
Haha!!!
by the end of our meals
Tehsin is such a waster
he wasted he food...
haiz...

wasted food (tehsin's food)

During my meal i got to meet up with Lili
and got an early birthday card from her
so sweet of her
went shopping searching for dresses
and finally found one that look like
THIS

it looks nice and elegant
with the material that they use
BUT
the cost is not worth to buy
RM400
IS THE COST!!!
well i just took a photo of it
due to its cost
and walla

this is the pic i took in FOS where by i have nothing to do
but
camwhoring =)
plus wana show my outfit that i wore to Mid Valley.
hehe.
Left Mid Valley at a peak hour
and trust me is not my idea of leaving that hour
so i just followed
and there u go,
bunch of people waiting for the train
but could not get in anyway
so i decided to take a cab which cost us
RM60
for four people
and a friend whom i met at the train station
tag along with us
AND HUGE TEHSIN
HAD TO SQUEEZES IN BETWEEN TRINY AND MYSELF
for the whole journey back to INTI NILAI!!!!
haiz..speechless
So that was my day..
But i m still loving it.

31/5/2009

woke up early to head to uni.had breakfast with parents with the heart of want to stay for another day at home and on the other hand excited bout the trip...came back uni around 9am and iron yuva's clothing for the wedding...we delay deli in yuva's room till it was so late till we have to rush on make ups and dressing up...hehe...

with my high heels i had to walk super fast to catch the bus but luckily we were not that late. the bus came and we went up and sat to feel the coolness of the air cond because is so hot outside...

the journey took us about 3 hours to batu pahat and we all chit chat among ourselves till v reach batu pahat. besides that i did some camwhoring in the bus...
after reaching the place, we were ask to walk to the house under the hot sun...and we did..till we reach there we were ask to eat 1st then only we get to see my lecturer...is her wedding day..hehe..so we got our food and sat on the vip tables which it does not look like a vip table but we got kick out and sat at another table..and we start chewing our food and then the ceremony starts. we got to take pic with our lecturer and her husband. yipee...the house is loaded with her family members. i could see many camarers were flashing on our faces.


then we headed back to uni.another 3 hours of journey back. i had my sun glases and thinking that i would get some sleep but too bad is so hard to sleep in the bus. we reach inti around 6.30pm and i m already dead tired...tats all for now...good night

Be a nyonya....

" be a nyonya ya"..that was what my mom told me a day before we make dumplings...nyonya dumpling....i was planning to learn how to make nyonya dumpling because i will not get to consume it when my mom is not around in future...But not be a nyonya..haha...so the next morning i tried waking up early and i did at 9am..hehe...so mom and dad started doing half of the dumplings..

here are the ingredients:mince meat, mushroom, gula melaka( malacca sugar) and cook it all together.

pulut rice

pandan leaves for fragrant




the process of making

salt water

i call it banana leave ready made ones and to be put into the steamer the steamer eating time...

after making dumplings, we made yam cake. dad uses the yam that he had planted. it was almost 1 and the half kg yam. it is the 1st time that we make yam cake and this is how it looks like.

thats it for the whole weekend. lol...

20th May 2009

this is the day where many happenings happen to me...happy, sad, disappoint, embarrassing, hatred, and back to happy.

happy: as usual with my laughs with my girlfriends with all lame jokes..

sad and disappoint: people are now taking advantage on me about everything and i am disappointed because i have put my trust in that person but he took for granted and felt that is very irresponsible.

embarrassing: well it was my Tehsin birthday and it was also street party. my girlfriends and i had celebrated his birthday which is not very grand but bought him a present. i felt so bad that through out our dinner i was really in bad mood..( I am so sorry Tehsin). then we went for street party and Tehsin ask me n Nicole to go dancing with his friends which i am hmm....a noob in it...well Clare and Triny stay at Block D and Nic and i went to the centre to see people dancing..it was quite nice to people dancing with the loud music.lol..then start the embarrassing part where Tehsin saw me and push me to the dance floor many times n i was so noob i could not even dance.oh gosh...i tried to push my way out but then i was block by Tehsin. sigh...he even called his friend Shihan to teach me how to move but i just couldn't do it...so i finally got out of the dance floor and there goes another pull, push and nearly got carried by the guys..ah.....however i got to get out...haha..oh gosh...i need to learn how to dance...maybe to clubbing someday.hehe

happy: ya i was quite happy after that but not really overcome the disapointment. well i have a list of things that i wana get for myself for my 21st birthday...( contact lenses, a big teddy bear where i saw it at mid valley, hmm...wat else...secret recipe cake, a surprise party, a group of my friends which u noe who u r and i really wana see u gals to come and celebrate my bd...ah..the list just goes on n on)..haha..

thats all for today...sigh...miss u gals n u..

What a day!!!!

i was half awake in the morning because i did not get a good night sleep..So i woke up at 7 smt am and went and wash up..I waited for my friend to go to class together.Manage to grab a bun for breakfast and had my vitamins. So went to class and bla bla bla there for like 1 hour then class dismiss. Then hang out with my bunch of friends chit chatting with nobody business about everything including going to kl next week. So had a sit over at CCC (counseling department) and waited till 11am to go to mid valley but then i went at around 12 pm.

we took a taxi to mid valley which cost us RM 40 but it was the quickiest way to get there so that we could come back early. As we reach mid valley 1st stop is the BURGER KING. I had my wonderful meal after ages i have not eaten at BURGER KING. We munch munch through our burger and french fries till around 1smt. Then we start hanging around just walking walking till we find something interesting then only we stop to see...

We were like a lost kid just hanging around from mid valley to gardens then back to mid valley and back to gardens. We even tried dresses which is for fun..hehe...

But when it came to dinner time that is around 5 nearly to six i met Sameer and Ali at pizza hut. So Sameer temp us by asking us to joint him for a movie which is at 6.30pm and i was looking at my watch it shows 6.15pm..so i make a quick walk to the cinema which i do not know where it is and got 3 extra tickets with a different sitting..so make a quick bite at pizza hut and then run back to the cinema. we were like 15 minutes late for the show so who cares of watching advertisement.hehe...So i watch X-men Wolverine the 2nd time.haha...it seems like the movie is damn nice..haha..

After the show we went shopping for baby clothings..Sameer wanted to get something for his baby niece whom is a month old. So i help him choose and i temp him by paying it RM 135 which his budget is only RM 100..haha...well come on..is his only niece..hehe..Later we had so much fun teasing each other on the way back..i was teasing Ali so much of his beard because with that bunch of hair on his chin he looks like OSAMA BIN LADEN!!!!haha....so i scared him with colouring his beard pink colour..haha

Well overall the outing was good but i was kinda dissapointed with someone..before the outing i even make plans with him to meet up with him in mid valley. Is quite some time we meet each other so i just wana meet him after all he just finish his exam and he is FREE...so the plan was suppose to be meeting up with each other at early time but then he gave excuses that he is busy at that time..so i respected his busyness..so after a quite long hour and is going to be evening and i still don meet him at all..so i kept messaging him and still the excuses...how to not bengang..so i control my anger while i do not wana spoilt my outing.At the end we kinda argued saying that since i (lynette lim) dying to wana see him why didn't say wana meet him now????I was speechless..Finally we met up in front of cinema and is was very quick catch up. Then he told me that he was alone with no friends with him. So i was really blank and speechless and my anger was raising so i just kept quiet and talk to him. at the end he ask me to "TAKE CARE". I was hmm..bye..

It was not a good catch up after all but then i was a little glad to get to see him. I cared for him so much and i even had feelings for him before but i control not to have feelings for him because he is my one of my family member and i really wana tell him that..but looking through the years i felt that is not worth it. so i kept it to myself. in the end i only cared for him not only as a friend but i treat him as one of my closest family member. The bond between us is really really complicated. I am putting the effort to keep the relationship close but then he just threw it back to my face.

p/s: to him....this is the explanation i owe u and i wana tell u but i think is not worth telling you at your face. i am really dissapointed of what u are doing this to me as i know peopl out there will think i am stupid to still keep that relationship. the friendship and the family bondness. but i still have the hope that someday you appreciate the bondness.

To Sameer i am gonna miss u so much and u will remember me with those baby clothings...hope to have another outing with u and ali again...hope to see u around in malaysia.have a safe journey back.

I just....

finish my dinner which is just maggie mee and roasted chicken where mom cook for me and brought all the way from seremban. I had my FIRST Final Exam at 4pm till 7pm which is Malaysian Studies...

About the paper it was such a dissapointment because i did my studies but the questions are not what i expected..Some of the questions are not even taught and i just what i can do...Hopefully i could pass JUST PASS the paper..tats good enough for me.

Another scaring part is about to get sick because of the rain that i had ' played' yesterday (Friday). My room mate is currently sick now and i am afraid it will spead to me. 'Playing' under rain is kinda fun if u were to think about it again but is just wronf timing. Is been ages since i last 'played' under the rain...

About the exam...hmm..kinda ok but not the paper..i was sitting at the back of the hall and doing my exam..so s usual i will 'scan' around the hall to see how many students are out from the hall early. Then my Moral lecturer caught me 'scanning' and he asked a question, YES????. so all i could do is just shake my head and stop my scanning. And then my lec took one round of walk and he came to my place and STARE at my paper..and i was checking my answers and he kept on STARRING...in my heart i was like SHIT...Go AWAY..and there he is stading beside me and starring at my paper for like 5 MINUTES...haiz...but no worries..i din do anything wrong at all..haha..and there he goes another round and i was praying not for the paper but him..i was praying so hard so tat he would not detour to my table again..haha..

MR STEVEN===> also known MR BEAN but he is a very nice lecturer..he would teach MORAL subject in a fun way where u will not wana miss his class or even sleep in class..his jokes are damn hilarious..and we would remember his words which is FEELING (say it in a hongky way).

is already 9smt and i m not even bath yet and yet to be blogging here..i m suppose to be studying my finance now..hehe..

anyway i m abit of stresss and i m kinda missing peoples tat i love very much..just wana say i miss u gals..

adios.